This morning I did yoga for the first time in many months. I don’t why I chose it today, perhaps unconsciously I thought to stretch and relax my body would do the same for my mind.
My usually flexible and pliable muscles were tight and achy and groaned at the movement. Not unlike the spiritual muscle of my heart.
I’ve been working hard at ministry lately. Serving. Doing. Accomplishing great things for the Kingdom.
And none of that is bad or even outside God’s will, but my heart is bound up by all the heavy lifting. Like a weightlifter who builds giant muscles, but can’t bend over to tie his shoes, my heart has grown inflexible and muscle bound.
As I stretched, Jesus said, “I prepared for you, Cari. Trust me. Let down the walls and trust me.”
Oh Jesus, please come. Come for me here in this place. I’m waiting for you to just be here with me. I came with questions and requests for guidance and I let them go…I just give them all to you right now. I don’t need answers, Jesus…I just need you. Holy Spirit, come…I invite you here. Stretch me. Relax me. Be with me here. Come.
3 In the first month of the first year of his reign, he opened the doors of the temple of the LORD and repaired them.
– 2 Chronicles 29:3
36 And Hezekiah and all the people rejoiced because God had provided for the people, for the thing came about suddenly.
– 2 Chronicles 29:36
“You provide the fire. I’ll provide the sacrifice. You provide the Spirit, I will open up inside.”